Love's Bitch

I wish I could hold on to that feeling when I'm with you - when you are gone. I wish I could be nonchalant when you don't answer. I wish I could go a day without thinking about you and I wish I did not care about you or wonder about you. I wish I could be like you and want you and be done with you when its all over. I wish I did not fit so nicely in your arms and I wish your kisses weren't so delicious. I wish it was easy to forget you and some days I wish we'd never met.